it's so hard to be me...

new livejournal

2004-06-05T15:29:24Z

add my new journal >> click this link >> www.livejournal.com/users/shelovesbanana thanks!

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2004-05-21T15:22:39Z

wow!! may pasok na ko on monday.. =( bagsak na naman ako nyan! haha! deymm..

bored lang!

2004-04-09T11:14:56Z

Yay! It's sUmmer na! I can't wait to go to the beach! Boracay or Puerto Galera, or kahit sa Batangas! I don't care, basta may sand, and water!

My friend texted me awhile ago, she's in Boracay ngayon and she was like "fuck dian! Hindi ako nag-eenjoy! Ang daming tao!" So I guess, mas maganda if mag-beach ako after holy week nalang right? BEACH PEOPLE, HERE I COME!!!

Anyway, I was so depressed last week because of my cat! He doesn't want to eat, drink and he can't pee!! Dunno kung hanggang ngayon.. Mahn! My eldest sis brought him to the hospital and the vet gave him medicines but it didn't work so we decided to have him operated on. He's still in the hospital and I don't have plans to visit him coz I don't wanna see my cat suffering from pain. Girl na sya! Na-cut na yung "thing" nya! gRr! bading na sya.. ;( I love my cat so much!!! hay..

My neighbor.. Yan na naman sya!! AGAIN!! That GIRL! ARGH! She's gettin on my nerves!!!! But okay, she's just 15 yrs old.. Fine!! Papabayaan ko nalang! That evil sex monsterrr!!!

summer? yeah!!!

2004-04-05T09:26:43Z

OH YEAHHHH!!! summer time!!! shempre sobrang hot.. but its ok. no school, no homeworks! kasama ba dun yung no money? =~(

may defense ako bukas! fck talaga! ArRRrGhhh!!

pero happy parin ako coz i bought 2 pairs of shoes awhile ago! I love shoes!!! :)

whatta quote..Patama ba?!

2004-03-22T11:01:45Z

my highschool bestfriend sent me a quote awhile ago..

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Kmatok ka sa
puso ko,

Pina2loy kita

Pero knuha mo
ang susi ni2..

At umalis
nlang bigla

tnong ko lang..

"Bbalik ka p b?..

..Kc d na
mbuksan ng iba"

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*ouch* PATAMA ITO AH! shit.

bakit sa baba?!

2004-03-03T04:41:55Z

nyeta.. kaisa-isa kong pimple.. sa BABA pa! fck man! ang sakit!!! hehe! karma! inasar ko kasi *sya* na mahaba baba nya, eto tuloy.. karma! pimple sa baba. fccckkk!!! ang bilis ng karma hehe!

sipag ako today, im doing my report nga eh! hehe! aliw!

halooooo

2004-01-13T16:48:29Z

Watched Wrong Turn (DVD) awhile ago with friends.. Grabe kadiri yung faces!! kamuka nya.. diba? sino agree? *lol* wala lang.. im bored.. sign my website's guestbook naman!! Blog din ako dun eh.. but sometimes lang. Hindi ko popost dito URL noh.. haha.. Pero if u know the URL na, sign my gbookie.. ayt? yeyeyeyey! o_0

oh!!! my site's back too!!

2004-01-04T10:42:38Z

my pink site's back!!! i can log-in to my ftp again! Oh yeah!! I edited all the pages coz dami mali dun! Ofcourse, people change dude! =) I won't post here the URL of my site coz "insecure people" will just post stupid and nonsense messages in my guestbook, so nah-uh! Eat shit and die bitches! Childish sluts. haha! *wink* And oh!!! I also added pictures and images para masaya! Yeahbah!

im back! ;P

2004-01-04T04:36:21Z

Shit!! I'm back! It was funnnn! Grabe ang saya! Ang nagpaboring lang is yung daddy ko noh! Iba kasi mga trip nya eh! of course, tanda na eh! haha! Pero shiet, grabe! We stayed there for 3 days! So fun!!! Sabog-sabog pa nga eh! Secret na yun! haha! We stayed up late just to ***** (secret!) (para walang makakita!) We didn't sleep! grabe 2 days sabog! walang tulugan woohoo! Fun!! o_0

Grabe we got home at around 2pm yesterday then I slept at 2:30 then I woke up at 11:30pm tapos I slept again... haha! tapos I woke up kanina ng mga 8:30am! grabe kakapagod kasi eh! Hindi ako natulog.. haha! =P

Foccckkkk.. may school na tomorrow! Bitin ang vacation!!

Oh!! Mas masaya na next time.. Sabi ng dad ko, boracay or puerto na! woohoo! Ang saya.. 2piece baby! =)

BAGUIO PICTURES:

from left-right: dad, mom (long hair), my kuya (weird!), tita, kuya frank's friend, me (cute noh!), cousin frank, jane's friend, jane (my sis), eldest sis (whole family huh?)

from left-right: me, jane and jane's friend (three sexy gurls!) haha joke! o_0

Me and jane's friend. hoho. -_^

duh.. that's me in my room. (hotel in baguio)

ang vain ko talaga! hihi.. *_* sorry..

OH!

2003-12-30T10:54:17Z

Wahh.. d pala yesterday yung alis namin papuntang baguio!! gRr! Tomorrow night pa pala! YaYks! Im not sure pa if mimi's coming with us.. shiet!! Sana sumama sya para masaya! yAyKs!

I went to csb awhile ago to get my EAF form (sched for next term) pero gosh!!! close pala csb today! Nasayang time and money ko! gRr! But its okay.. at least I saw my friends (mimi and trish, haiii!!) kanina.. =) yayayay!

that's me! mukang ghost noh? haha =)

my fucking hair.. gRr!!

2003-12-28T12:47:02Z

u know what.., I hate my hair na talaga!! sobra!! I wanna make sabunot myself! pucha.. dati ang ganda ng hair ko and sobrang love ko pa coz it was long (as in long), black, straight and shiny! but now? fuck!! sobrang panget! nakakainis! Pinakulot ko kasi last August or September tapos pumanget and nag-dry so I had to cut it ng maikli.. Then eto... Short hair again *_* deym! f*ck talaga! What am i gonna do? Nagsisisi na ako!! =..( badtrip! Pero hindi na dry! Yey!

My new year's resolution? hm.. I'll try my best to pass all my subjects na! Promise! Grabe kasi eh, I failed 3 subjects nung 2nd term! damnit! Hindi na rin ako magcu-cut! Uhh.., hindi promise ok? I'll try na hindi na mag-cut!! woohoo! =)

and... and... and... magiging mabuting tao na ako. I mean, babawasan ko! and sa relationship? Magiging mabait narin ako! hindi na selfish like before.. wahahah!! o_O super selfish! =)

And oh! To my friends, classmates, schoolmates, enemies and strangers... add me sa friendster!! my email ad is kikaychiq@yahoo.com then make me a testimonial! yaYks!! alrytie.. =)

oh, i can't log on to my ftp! why kaya? deym.. someone changed my pass! shit man! I'll close my website nalang.. I can't blog narin naman eh! I dunno the password.. fuck that.

uh-oh! here i go again..

2003-12-27T10:14:49Z

I'm back and I'm addicted to livejournal again. tsk tsk! Blogging everyday... AGAIN. Well, it's holiday! walang pasok sooo... I can update my journal na ulit.. YaYks!! haha! o_O

We're goin to baguio on Monday! yay! Fun!! ;P My friend Mimi's coming with us. Yayks! saya nun!

When i was a kid, i promised to myself na hindi ako magte-take ng stuffs or MJ or anythin.. but what happened.. *_* buti nalang I stopped na! whew! really!!!

inom nalang forever!

I smell good!

2003-12-26T11:27:54Z

Yesterday was christmas and my dad just slept all day! hMP! Maybe because he was tired or something. So I went to glorietta nalang yesterday with my sister and her barkada. (7 kami) That was 6pm na siguro. We just wasted our time doon coz we didn't do anything.. tambay lang sa starbucks tapos lakad-lakad.. Then after that, we had dinner at Tiannamen. Sarap talaga food dun! grabe! Dami ko nakain! Try nyo.. It's somewhere in Makati Ave. =)

My Kyle is with his dad right now.. Yesterday pa! Sa Paranaque.. huhu! So sad! walang landline dun eh! deymm... *_*

Ang sad ng christmas ko! grabe, to the maxx, over, as-in, super, sobra!! Ang nagpa-happy lang sakin, si Kyle eh! coz he went here sa house nung christmas eve nung early morning(2am) tapos bumalik sya ng 4am..grabe noh? then bumalik ulit sya ng 7am! grabe he really made me happy.. And I love him for that. but after that, naging sad ulet.. gRr!!

God.. Im hungry na.. Dinner time!! ;P
(oh!! i have vodka pa dito! shet i wanna drink..)

christmas day!

2003-12-25T04:15:10Z

Awhile ago (7-10am):

hehehe! that's me and kyle! he was here kanina eh! grabe..super sabog faces yan! walang tulog eh! sabogggg!! he went here at around 7am tapos he went home ng 10am! ang sabog namin noh? haha! Just updated to post that pic! sorry for the sabog faces.. walang liguan yan! At least magkasama kami ngayong christmas, just hugging and kissing each other. sweet noh?! =P

dot dot dot...

2003-12-24T19:26:44Z

my christmas was boring.. Maybe because my titas and cousins are in Canada and they didn't come home to visit us.. deym! my other titas and titos have their own noche buena naman so kami-kami lang talaga.. Buti nalang, my cousin frank came with his girlfriend (sunshine dizon.) Meron tuloy kaming clown! =)

i was so pissed awhile ago coz 'my Kyle' promised to stay here ng matagal pero dumaan lang sya.. hMp! nainis tuloy ako! Pero bumalik sya then he said sorry tapos he invited me na mag-inuman pero my bro is still awake so, wag nalang! can't takas nga eh! haha sayang! Pero sabi nya, balik nalang daw sya..dala vodka! yay!! sarap nun! *_*

favorite part ko ng christmas.. yung gifts! O_o ganda lahat gifts nila sakin! My eldest sis gave me cosmetics.. yung complete set ha! grabe ang saya ko! may bago akong make-up! hehe.. tapos i have 2 new earrings pah! hay nako.. can't make isa-isa na! dami ko natanggap eh! thanks rin sa fav sis ko! hehe! =)

hay..lapit na mag 4AM! I'm waiting for Kyle coz sabi nya he'll go here he wants to spend his Christmas with me. Dala vodka ko hehe! saya noh?!

watch tayo movie! ;)

2003-12-23T03:59:22Z

i think i failed 3 subjects. I got my course card in psychology and religion yesterday.. wow, bagsak! haha! I'm not sure pa if I failed my algeb class! haha!! oh well, ayoko na mag-expect coz baka ma-disappoint lang ako! GRrr I Failed my psychology class again!! take 3 na!! grrr!!! tangna.. GOODBYE BENILDE and HELLO ASSUMPTION!! gRr.. ililipat ako ng dad ko sa assumption if may bagsak daw ulet ako.. badtrip!!

Anyway.. we didn't go to glorietta yesterday coz kyle's sick. Awww.. nakakaawa nga eh! He went here in my house last night kahit may sakit sya.. Ang sweet nya noh?! =P sweet talaga.. hehe! ;P

Oh!!! I have kwento! Last sunday, i slept at around 12am then I felt like someone woke me up (3:30am) tapos I couldn't sleep anymore. Grabe whatta night!! Scary!! Tapos parang may nakatitig sakin kaya i couldn't sleep eh! I covered my face nalang ng pillow.. hahaha!! Disaster!

Grr.. badtrip! i wanna watch a movie!! o_0

missin aaliyah

2003-12-19T07:41:49Z

another friend of mine is preggy.. deymn! I dunno what to do.. I can't do anything bout it.. ofcourse. She asked me last Wednesday to look for pills.. Pills for abortion.. yeah.. so fuck talaga! what am i gonna do?! shit man, shit.

hm.. Christmas is fucking near so you bettah buy presents for me na. haha! or elseeee!! kiddin! ^_0

And oh, me and kyle talked on the phone last night.. siguro till 3:30AM kaya i'm super puyat today o_0 haha!! coz i think, 4AM na ko nakatulog! Then I woke up at around 10am pa! gRr! But anyway, we're planning to watch a movie on Monday at g4! yehey! movie time!! ;)

deymn.. today is a boring day! I wanna kill myself! I wanna go out!!

HAAA?! ano dawwww?

2003-12-18T11:53:28Z

pota.. tama ba naman manligaw sakin ang bestfriend ng ex ko..? argh!!! langyang buhay to o... tapos nagkagulo pa sila! gRrr!! buti nalang ayos na =) yeyy!!

funny girl... my boyfriend's ex-gf!

2003-11-26T11:55:44Z

Kyle's ex texted him, sabi "i want u back, but i wont force you" kahit na alam nya na he has a girlfriend. duhh? That bitch! He won't force kyle daw but she's making kulit kyle noh!! stupid!! Argh I was soo pissed! Hindi man lang sila nagtagal! haha! coz my boyfriend never really loved her! haha! I pity that girl.. But anyway, I texted her.. I was so mad at her eh.. hahah She didn't know na i was just playin.. Super sarap nya paglaruan! haha! I was like "hey girl, dian here, kyle's girlfriend. Kyle loves me! Wag ka na magexpect na babalik pa sya sayo!" Super loser. My friends at woods are right, she's a big loser nga! Oh well, I'm so over HIGHSCHOOL AWAY so i wont stoop down to her level..super low! She doesn't know who she's messing with. tsk tsk! She better hide na on friday kasi pupunta ako WOODS! =P

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About me and my boyfriend Kyle.. Well, were both happy coz were together again! Gosh.. He's so sweet! Balik kami sa dati na super sweet! Nasa house nga nya ko awhile ago eh! oh well.. I miss him!

Bout his ex... shempre kupal parin! funny! She was like "you're not worth my time" hahaha pucha! laughtrrippp!!! Well, i was just playing! I heard nga, umiyak pa sya eh! HAHA! sama ko ba?! well I dont care!!! harhar..

me and kyle..

2003-11-22T15:46:22Z

ang labo ng lovelife ko.. sasaya tapos lulungkot..tapos sasaya ulet... parang ngayon, happy ulet.. =) yeah yeah! pero i still cant believe na we're together again.. hay.. =P

my ex-bf is back?! I'm confused

2003-11-14T12:03:02Z

what am i gonna do?! I'm so confused! Here's my prob okay? Me and my ex broke up last July right? 4 months na kaming break.. Well, he has a girlfriend right now but he's always calling and texting me! It all started when he came back from Batangas last Sunday... He texted me last Sunday and told me na he dreamed about me. So okay... Thats when he started callin and texting me. Then last Wednesday, he asked me "what are you gonna do pag nalaman mo na I love u again?" er.. gosh! Then he was like "i love you sobra." But he has a girlfriend!! He told me that he just realized daw na he still loves me when he was in Batangas.. Weird huh?! My friend told me not to worry bout it coz I'm not the one who's making habol and lapit to my ex naman eh! Well, my friend's right, coz she can't do anything about it if her boyfriend loves me..not her! Diba? =)

Ang sweet pa nya! We were talkin on the phone then he was like "kahit layuan mo ko, mapunta pa ko sa hell, hahabulin parin kita.. I'll do anything para makuha ka ulit!" SHiiiiiTTTtt.. Ang sweet!! *kilig* It's so weird... He said, he doesn't know how it happened basta he just realized lang daw na he still loves me. And he even told me that he's willing to break up with his girlfriend for me! arghhh..

I'm confused!!

hay... im tired

2003-10-11T19:20:37Z

I juz got home from WHERELSE...damn... ang aga! I was sooooo pissed awhile ago coz of the DOM staring at me... grabe! 3 DOM followed me and my friend kanina at glorietta, then after that, sa wherelse naman! My God! I'm so sick and tired of this shit. I saw my old friend there and wala lang... I'm so happy lang to see him again. I also met new guys kanina. haha!!! I'm so kilig man!

hey.. i have a Friendster account na and I'm so addicted to it already. GRrrr!!! add me ok? imma bounce..im sleepy na eh.. *zzzZZzzz*

streeessss!!

2003-08-15T10:47:10Z

Nagloloko na naman ang BLOGGER so I decided to blog here instead. gRr! I have to upload something! Maybe someone changed my password and I think I know who SHE is. Fck that! I wanna kick her ass! p*ta. Biaaattccchhh...

Anyway, I'm fucking stressed right now. I have millions of probs in my mind! shit i wanna die na! And you know what? I think I'm failing 3 subjects. Fck this. Is this part of college? haha! But ngayon lang yan..coz I'm just a frosh, i'm still enjoying my first term in college. hehe! Our PHILOMA prof even announced it to the class that me and my friends are gonna fail their subject. wtf is that?!

Last wednesday, my friend got into a fight. Our kaaway went near her and slapped her for some reason. Whoa! Sana I didn't leave her ng maaga para na-slap ko rin! gRr! I feel so guilty tuloy, coz I left kagad... I didn't help her =( I don't know nga what's gonna happen to my friend tonight coz she might go to that place again and i think our kaaway's making abang na! But we don't care coz we have friends din naman dun... And they're all mad at that girl! haha! Loser. =D

Shit... My tummy's getting big na because of beer... Beerbelly! haha! I drink everyday... yeah.. I miss WHERELSE!! Ü

Wanna drink with me? =D

lalalala!!!

2003-07-13T19:46:41Z

still awake! Yeah... I'm not yet sleepy.
And I'm studying (whoa, thats new!) for our exam tomorrow in Philosophy. hehe! bait ba??? :D

I finished all my homeworks and projects in one night. 2-page bondpaper of my life story, 2-page emotions rating, 2-page journal entries and 1-page answers in SELF-ACCEPTANCE questions. And still reading for our exam... whoa!!! AND U KNOW WHAT? I CAN'T SLEEP! FVCK THIS.

happy together

2003-07-04T12:05:50Z

thats me and my friends
L-R: mimi, trish, paola and the cutie me!

ahaha okay im bored again.